{"id":2146,"date":"2011-12-03T22:52:46","date_gmt":"2011-12-04T03:52:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/smilecitrus.info\/?p=2146"},"modified":"2011-12-24T23:59:09","modified_gmt":"2011-12-25T04:59:09","slug":"i-should-really-be-ashamed-at-what-i-waste-my-time-watching-and-why","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/smilecitrus.info\/?p=2146","title":{"rendered":"I should really be ashamed at what I waste my time watching and why"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><div id=\"attachment_2158\" style=\"width: 594px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"https:\/\/smilecitrus.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/chihayafuru01.jpg\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2158\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/smilecitrus.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/chihayafuru01-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"chihayafuru01\" width=\"584\" height=\"328\" class=\"size-large wp-image-2158\" srcset=\"https:\/\/smilecitrus.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/chihayafuru01-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/smilecitrus.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/chihayafuru01-300x168.jpg 300w, https:\/\/smilecitrus.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/chihayafuru01-500x281.jpg 500w, https:\/\/smilecitrus.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/chihayafuru01.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2158\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">I took this screenshot because I thought it would be useful for the next time I needed a good picture for one of those &quot;I came&quot; images but then I felt guilty using this show for that so I&#039;m going to trail off now...<\/p><\/div><br \/>\nI&#8217;m such a hypocrite. I pretend like I&#8217;m some connoisseur of TV but I just watch whichever show has cute character designs, a catchy gimmick, or voice actors with whom I&#8217;m enamoured. <em>Chihayafuru<\/em> is appealing for most of the same reasons that watching <em>Pokemon<\/em> is and episode 09 really made clear to me why. The viewer is the protagonist, Chihaya, and looks forward to every episode\/day in which opportunity is provided for her to overcome one of life&#8217;s obstacles, recruit a member for her club, increase her experience points, or get a kansetsu kiss from Miyano Mamoru. Episode 09 was the quintessential training camp episode in which the clubmembers go to the house of one of its members to practise. The protagonist&#8217;s variegated array of teammates, from the nerdy Tsukue-kun to the normal girl Kanade to the allstar bishounen Taichi, are all the viewer&#8217;s friends and it&#8217;s <em>my <\/em>relationship with them, not some fictional protagonist&#8217;s, that are slowly improving and bestowing significance upon my tender developmental years. It&#8217;s <em>my <\/em>aching otomegokoro, not hers. This isn&#8217;t healthy but it&#8217;s why we watch TV. It&#8217;s just more apparent in josei and kids shows than elsewhere that this is our motivation for watching. I nearly let myself watch <i>Nana<\/i> as a result of a similar need for vicarious emotional discharge but mustered up sufficient shame to avoid that pitfall just in the nick of time. <\/p>\n<p>Neither the director nor the writer draw your attention to it quite as blatantly when it comes to gaining experience points in the real world. I did laundry today but I don&#8217;t feel like my competence level as a human has increased all that much for it, nor do I feel the sense of satiety or completeness that gets underscored at the resolution phase of each story in shows like <em>Pokemon <\/em>and <em>Chihayafuru<\/em>. Problems arise, tension builds across an episode or several but, eventually &#8212; and most importantly before the viewer falls into despair from beginning to perceive the show as a &#8220;downer&#8221; and risk dismissing it on those grounds &#8212; the problem gets resolved and we all feel that we&#8217;ve overcome one of the hurdles of childhood and we&#8217;re one step closer to fulfillment, maturity, and satisfaction. In TV World everything happens for a useful reason; each time we resolve a problem we get noticeably better at life. Our skillset gets filled out, our minds expanded, or our hearts opened to something new. It&#8217;s an enjoyable experience because TV concentrates this development into a few short minutes at the end of an episode instead of allowing it to take the more diffuse, less noticeable form it manifests itself in in daily life, a form nowhere near dense enough to function as the emotional payload of a TV episode. <\/p>\n<p>But just like caffeine, prolonged use means I&#8217;m needing this in ever larger doses. Real life wasn&#8217;t cutting it from the beginning, but now even TV isn&#8217;t saccharine enough for me. <i>Chihayafuru<\/i> and <i>Tamayura Hitotose<\/i> are but I don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;m going to do next season. I&#8217;ve been watching a lot of <i>Sekai Meisaku Gekijou<\/i> lately because they exclusively adapt stories that fulfill the above formula. It&#8217;s not enough though and on a practical level, I can&#8217;t buy from Yahoo! Auctions and not all of the seasons are available on Share. Ghibli is good for honeyed fairy tales, but I&#8217;ve used those films up. <\/p>\n<p>Industry, do you hear me? Forget robots, explosions, and sport shows; spin more syrupy accounts of growing pains that I may watch from under a snuggly warm blanket with my wet sleeves and carton of melancholy flavoured ice cream. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m such a hypocrite. I pretend like I&#8217;m some connoisseur of TV but I just watch whichever show has cute character designs, a catchy gimmick, or voice actors with whom I&#8217;m enamoured. 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